full
empty

and there was nothing.
nothing left in the end.


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zishing
04-12-1992
no preferences
nothing particular.
the place people come to for help.
and that's about it.


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(Thursday, November 27, 2008/12:08 AM)

leave
well yes.
i will be gone.
hopefully i can find some time.
to come back for awhile.

but i will be back eventually.
so yes.
nothing else to say so.
that's a done deal i guess.

and so i will be off.


(Monday, November 24, 2008/4:17 PM)

serenity
well.
all's quiet now.
but it won't be soon before long.

Oukashou
TENMON
Byousoku 5 Centimeter Original Soundtrack
[00:22/4:51] [-|---------]

i'll never get sick of what has been with me.
people come and people go.
and eventually.

i'll just sit here and listen.
and everything will come back.
come back to me again.

perhaps one day.
what i have come to enjoy so much.
will help those i wish to help as well.

i can imagine it.
but no one else can.
so what.

leave it be.
i'll wait.
sometimes my resolve fails me.

but in the end.
i just have to come back here.
to know that.

i'll wait.


people come and people go.
soon it will be time for us to go our separate ways.
with a small token to remember that never was.

but ill stand in the middle of this busy street.
turn my head up and look into the endless sky.
and i'll wait for you there.

for at the crossroads people meet.
brushing shoulders as they pass.
but we.

we'll turn around.
and walk back down the road.


together.


(Friday, November 14, 2008/8:13 AM)

ingenuity
forgot about yesterday.



well.
it was good.
i suppose.

well now i must go.
or should i.

didn't manage to buy the avenue q tickets thanks to the counter being "temporarily unavailable".

so oh well.
time to defrag.
off i go then.


it's my wish.
just my sincere wish.


but i don't think i'll get to be with you for one more time.


(Monday, November 10, 2008/6:13 PM)

wishful
i haven't been studying.
i haven't been translating.
i need something that pushes me to do so (well the translation not the study).

well it will all be over soon.
and i will have to find a quantum of solace poster to post on thursday.
but we'll leave it till then.

and as for what i wanted.
well that's just wishful thinking.
who says i can't continue with my life like this anyway.

it's fine by me.

i wonder how people write stories.
those that contain all the warmth.
and make you wonder.


in this wide world.
in this cold world.


how can i ever find someone like you again.


(Friday, November 07, 2008/9:13 AM)

return
well.
after all those months of.
slugging around, compromising, clicking through channels a thousand times a day.

i can gladly say.

i am back.

now to make up for lost time.

it's not over yet.
but the bulk of it is.


and so i go.